Seriously????

I ran out of gas after I got out of work today. I got up this morning knowing I had little gas but I thought I do not have time. I will get after work. So after work I look down and say to myself...gas...I am driving...waiting in traffic to turn on route 9 and then BAM...no movement...line of traffic behind me. So embarrassed...one guy came up and helped me move it... and then one of my sweet patients came up. He lived really close by. He got a gas can and we got gas and I was like 20 minutes late to pick up the kids...never a dull moment. I like to keep it interesting... I love my life!!!!

Imperfections

I forever grateful for the grace of my Jesus. He just fills in the spaces...my imperfections. I went to this women's conference with my church last week. There was this song about our flaws. That got me thinking about all my flaws and how really I am just trying to be ok with them. I went out to dinner tonight without doing my kids hair. My mom says..."why didn't Mommy calm your hair down?" I said , "Mommy is happy she got out the door." I am flawed. This makes me all the more thankful for my Maker. He never makes me feel less or judged. It's like he just lets me be me and when I screw up he doesnt have to beat me up about it over and over. He just gently prods me...ok sometimes smacks me...but I need it and when I am smacked. I dont do it all right all the time. I dont brush my kids teeth because I dont want to fight with them. I curse...a lot. I sometimes don't do all the reps in my sets when I work out. I let my kids eat food that fell on the floor. I drive my car practically on empty and I have ran out of gas many a day in life. I pay my bills late from time to time. I sometimes shove my husband at night because I just want some space. Despite all these shortcomings my Jesus is still ok with me. Now this thought does make me complacement. It actually spurs me on to be more. I know that he fills in the holes only to make me desire more for myself. I have this overwhelming feeling at the destiny he has for me. I see how Jesus is working out all these little things to fulfill his plan for my life. I just love it. It is so freeing. I admit all this to let people know I am flawed and I am working on being ok with it. Thank you Jesus